From: Jeffrey Epstein <jeevacation4gmail.eorn> To: ' Subject: Re: Date: Tue, 15 Dec 2009 20:20:22 +0000 then you should focus on the ratio of run to leap On Tue, Dee 15, 2009 at 3:03 PM, < • wrote: You are right...see how tired I am! I need more light and no more stupid heat. I want 20% electrical energy given off as heat and 80% light (ideally). Too bad I am not a tungsten filament bulb. I want to come and get some counseling but I might jump off a cliff first. Original Message----- From: Jeffrey E stein < eevacationOgmail.com> To: Sent: Tue. Dec 15, 2009 11:21 am Subject: Re: you/re so tired that im sure you really meant high heat to light. not very low„.. very low heat to light is in fact what you should desire,,, the issues that i told you and gerry edelman ten years ago. is that money is like blood for the system.. its nothing to be ashamed. of.. come and get some counseling. On Tue, Dec 15, 2009 at 2:16 PM, > wrote: Thank you for noticing. I am tired and frazzled. I would really like to quit the foundation job and move on to something else (in the for-profit world) but I just don't feel like I have any options. It is frustrating. I don't want to be unemployed and dependent. The internal politics at the foundation are very strange and I am just not that interested in being a part of a large bureaucracy that has a very low heat to light ratio. I've done my time. Not sure what to do. Feel like I'm really a tough decision spot right now. Not a good situation when you are tired and jetlagged. Original Message---- From: Jeffrey E stein <-eevacation mail.com> To: < > Sent: Mon. Dec 14, 2009 10:26 pm Subject: Re: Re: I can send you a ticket. whenever you want. you sound frazzled. jet lagged. tired„ be careful.. The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of Jeffrey Epste