until many years to come was “ Have a good life!” With that statement he Falling asleep was easy to do in his arms that night. I laid my head on slammed down phone receiver. Leaving only an echo of the dial tone to top of his chest listening to the drum of his beating heart. I had never felt answer back too. I was to paralyzed from the shocking response. “What like I was more at home than ever before in my life. He pulled me gently have I just done?” was the first thing that entered my thoughts. in closer to him, letting me know that he was there for me even when the Overwhelmed with guilt I felt like I was falling down a deep and dark lights went out and the thoughts would usually creep in. Amazing how he hole and then the tears began to flood in. Here I was standing at the dawn knew what I needed without even asking for it. Wishing for something of a new happy life for myself and I couldn’t see past how bad I had let like this my whole life I thought I was being such a fool in so many ways, Jeffrey down not yet seeing the hold he had on me. but I was so wrong. The way his pretty eyes looked at me with such an Like my knight on a white horse, in came my hero to soothe my understanding and compassionate sincerity made me want to trust his somberness. He rushed over to the bed where 1 was beating myself up words and believe the love that he was offering me was indeed real. mentally and wiped the falling tears from my cheeks. “I take it that it The next morning, Robbie was up and out of bed early to pick up our didn’t go so well...huh?” Sniffling through my sobs I managed to tell tailored wedding suits and dresses for our big day at Doi Cept Temple. him that “It doesn’t matter anymore all I care about is you and leaving all His best friend from high school days that was travelling with him from of that life behind me!” I wrapped my arms around him and he asked me Australia met him in the hotel lobby at seven o’clock. He was going to be in a half joking voice “Then wh