course his genitals area. The sunlight shown through the glass ceilings It all came to a sudden conclusion one sunny afternoon in the Caribbean. into where we were standing, making the moment feel even more surreal Jeffrey pulled himself up to the ladders first step and climbed up the next on top of the already popped Xanax I had popped before for breakfast four steps to the top of the dock. His chest was heaving rapidly as he sat earlier that morning. Jeffrey was in such a lighthearted mood that day, down catching his breath. Ghislane was the next one up and then | making funny cracks at me, and acting like a flirt. When I was finished followed lastly behind them. To me it was an invigorating snorkel around washing him he actually wanted to wash me too, which was another the shallow reefs within the radius of the dock, but to Jeffrey the half an totally out of his character suggestion. hour swim in the ocean was enough to overexert his ageing limbs. I took For the rest of the day, he took me everywhere with him, the office and off my snorkel gear and placed it in the storage bench, grabbing us a few then to a friends place, even just wanting to hang out with me for a while. towels at the same time. Wrapping a towel around Jeffrey’s backside and I wasn’t used to being treated like anything more than a dog on a leash, handing one to Ghislane, | sat down next to them on the dock and we when he acted like this it just completely spun me around confusing me laughed how fatigued Jeffrey was, poking fun that he really is getting even more. older. A very touchy subject for the vain at heart but he didn’t seem to We were spending heaps of time together these days, a lot more than mind it, probably knowing we'd never take the joke too far. We sat there usual. At the ranch we would do things together, alone, and not just the in silence for a moment, an odd silence at that. Jeffrey looked at Ghislane usual! perverted things ] was accustomed to doing with him alone. and th