talk about anyways. He wanted to talk about something else anyways. together but I thought in this world and to these monsters, there didn’t Sitting me down at the dining room table he began his spiel. “I know you need to be a reason. To them it’s nothing but a reenactment of their don’t think much of me anymore, how could you? I’m a junkie who personal fantasies. To me it was a living nightmare. steals and sells drugs for a living, but I promise that’s all going to change Thankfully one of Jeffrey’s assistants from New York called me on my now. Adam is dead because of me and the only way I can make it up to cell phone early in the morning on the second day to fill me in on my him is to get away from it all. I promise things are going to get better.” It next adventure. I had a flight booked for me to leave that afternoon to was a convincing talk, but I knew him all too well. His demon inside arrive at La Guardia airport in the evening. Even though | had to go back yearned for him to fail but who was I to second-guess him out loud, I to yet another controlling man, I was still relieved. At least I was used to could only try to give him hope. “No one is perfect TJ. At least you’re the confinements of Jeffrey’s control and in some twisted way he was trying now and that’s all that matters to me. I am so proud of you.” I gave more comforting than these strangers he sent me to. Overlooking the city him a sincere hug and kissed him for the first time in a long time. “] love of New York as the plane landed felt like 1 was flying from one cage to you,” he said to me and I returned my love back. We slept in the same another, Entrapped by falling victim to the predators that lured me into bed together that night and were officially back on together. their enclosure. I didn’t know how I would ever get out again. That deep Two days later I was gone again, beckoned to be in Santa Fe. Ghislane pit in my stomach began to churn again, a physical reaction to the anxiety only told me