+ complicated battle within myself, it is one I still ache to fully comprehend encounters with Jeffrey’s “staff” but | led the way anyways, as if he was today. now my guest of honor. Entering into the dim room it took a few minutes Sunny spring days melted away the ice off the frozen streets of New for my eyes to adjust to the darkness, but knowing my way around the York and the harsh winter winds begun to gently blow away the dead room was enough to find the shower. I turned on the steam room and leaves, making the caged trees appear to have some form of life again. I began to undress myself. Andrew followed my lead and disrobed, hated the cold winters there, it would only add to my depression being throwing his attire to the floor. I wanted to run and hide feeling his hands locked indoors. Give me hot Florida days blistering in the sun where I touch me again, but my servitude for Jeffrey kept me there. Getting out of can swelter by a cool pool and sip cocktails with pieces of fruit and little his stronghold I turned my attention to the steam filling up and tried to oriental umbrella’s floating around. What a vision of solace? Looking turn his attention to the marble bench where | suggested he take a seat around my extravagantly decorated mid-evil room I was reminded of the while I rubbed his feet. By the look in his eyes I knew he could care less desolation that | was more than accustomed too. Knowing it wouldn’t be about a foot massage, his real desires were being shown by the arousal long before | was summoned again for another ritualistic occurrence in his body was forming. He indicated where he wanted me to touch him fornicating with my master, [ hardly bothered to leave my assigned and how. I fulfilled his seedy requests, but only just. There was no chambers, scarcely being sent home for a moments break, I just accepted pleasure in this for me, the only thing I derived from this event was to my fate. As I predicted the intercom buzzed momentarily and I heard