but laugh, I hoped he didn’t expect the same treatment back. Through my like minds. Jeffrey didn’t want to know the grim details of how it all recent experiences with Rena, I drew a line with extreme fetishes, happened on my intimate night with the Prince, he just asked simply if I especially ones that would involve my tongue and feet in the same thought that I did well in keeping his friend happy. Knowing already that sentence. It wasn’t hard to get him wound up to the point where he just the evaluation of my performance I gave was already discussed between wanted to have the rest of me so we dried off from the cold and retired to them, I just as simply replied back with a nod of approval. Though I did my bedchambers for the longest ten minutes of my life. Moments later have a laugh with Jeffrey about the Prince’s weird fixation on my feet and without any real emotional attachment, he burst in ecstasy, leaving and lets just say that he was quite tickled with Andrew’s quirky me to my own feelings of dismay. As relieved as I was to see the obsession, having a good ol’chuckle at my eccentric encounter. I was experience come to pass with him, it was finally sinking in that | would paid extremely well this time, putting my money earned into nothing but never be anything more than but a muse. Still trying to ascertain a surreal popping pills and alcohol by shouting my so called friends a good time, dream a young girl once held but no longer the same girl | was no longer aiming for the attempt to forget about my experiences abroad. I partied sure that the dream was even real anymore. In the whirlwind thrown like that to feel young again, my age and most of all to self-anesthetize together by wealth, power, and privilege I was but a grain of sand and felt my troubles from within. It wasn’t like | was waiting for someone to helpless down the road I was naively being led down. When the real arrive on his white horse and take me away to a magical world. | simply picture was u