emotion any further I told him what happened with T.J and broke down dilated into little black diamonds. We were all having in depth in tears, a little heart broken from living in such a lie. He turned around conversations about life and where we would all end up when this from his massage and sincerely paused for a second thinking he was charade was all said done. Nobody got to sleep that night as the room going to console me but instead he laughed at the very prospect of my slowly dwindled in numbers as people were finding their way home to notion that monogamous relationships ever existed. “Are you serious, he recover from the repercussions of drugs wearing down out of their was only doing what every guy in the world does, you can’t hold that intoxicated system. against him”. I replied in a lighthearted gesture “whose side are you on When | flew out to N.Y.C to meet Jeffrey the next day, | was still ina anyways’? His answer stuck with me for many years to come “T’m on horrible state. Not knowing what was wrong with me, thinking it was just your side which is why I’m going to save you a lot of grief with this one a bad come down, I nished out of the elevator and down the hall to my tip, Never expect a man to be faithful and you'll never be let down, it’s room, sweating profusely, to make it just in time to the toilet to throw up just the way us men are genetically imprinted.” The remainder of the bile again for the uncountable time since getting off the plane. 1 was massage I had to pretend like f wasn’t further saddened by his response, having intense cramps in my stomach and when | was called down to but in fact having to act enlightened. I would never come to him for any meet Jeffrey in the massage room, I had to decline for the first time. | told other relationship advice, ever again. He told me I’d be fine if I just the housekeeper that I was feeling very ill after the flight, maybe some off listened to my mentor. He still loved role-playing the teacher and m