I'm so grateful for my relatively liberal, relatively sex-positive upbringing. I think it did me a world of good. But here are my five biggest problems with the way I learned about sexuality: 1. L wish that I hadn't gotten this message: "Sex is easy, light-hearted -- and if it's not, you're doing it wrong." Do I believe sex can be easy? Sure. Do I think it can be light-hearted? Absolutely! But do I think it's always those things? No, and I don't think it "ought to” be. I think we need to teach that sex can be incredibly difficult. It can be hard to communicate with your partner. It can be hard to learn and come to terms with your own sexual desires. It can be hard to understand or accept all your partner's sexual desires. And just because it's hard, doesn't mean that you're with the wrong partner -- or that you're missing some vital piece of information that everyone else has -- or that you're doing it wrong. And as for light-hearted, well -- sure, sex can be "happy rainbows joy joy!", but it can also be serious... or dark. And there's nothing wrong with that! I recently talked to a friend, who also identifies as a BDSMer, about our stories of coming into BDSM. Both of us had sadomasochistic fantasies from a very early age (mine, for instance, started in grade school -- seriously, I actually did tie up my Barbie dolls). I told my friend about how I'd always had these intense, dark, violent feelings -- but when I made it to middle school, I remember a change. I had a series of vivid BDSM- ish dreams, and I freaked out. I closed it all away, I stopped thinking about it, I repressed it all as savagely as I could. Before that, I had also started thinking about sex. I imagined sex at great length; I read about sex. I had long since filched my parents’ copy of The Joy of Sex and examined it, cover to cover -- not to mention many other fine sexuality works, like Nancy Friday's compilation of female sexual fantasies My Secret Garden. I was totally fascinated by sex. I tal