From: Sent: Saturday, May 27, 2017 9:55 AM To: Jeffrey E. Subject: Re: If I move to the countryside I will end up doing nothing at all a=d it's going to be the end. I'm ready to work in Paris the whole s=mmer. Please, I need your help. I'll do everything you want. II giorno Sat, May 27, 201= alle 11:46 AM <mailto: > ha scritto: Jeffrey pleeeaaase I'm stuck. If I don'= find a solution before June 1st I need to move to the countryside lhour=from Rome ) because my mother rented my room to a girl for a year. I would=love to stay in Paris to continue working and following the path of photog=aphy but I cannot afford it anymore and don't have a house after the 1=t. I'm really alone having to manage everything... it's impossible= II iorno Fri, =a 26, 2017 alle 6:33 PM <mailto » ha scr=tto: When I first m=t you I had no sense of money and reality, had a different mentality and w=s in a different situation... My emotions took over my rational part and l=became completely blind and stupid. I had different priorities. I was spen=ing more time thinking about you, trying to find out if you cared for me o= not and distracting myself going to parties instead of focusing how I wou=d earn, manage my money and take my life seriously. I know it's entire=y my fault and I blame no one but myself. Now that I took =ome distance and find myself in this situation, I understand how stupid an= careless I was. Today I'm like most people asking for help, fin=ing myself in a miserable place. To be honest I have no idea of why I shou=d be different from them and as most people do in this situation if I was =iven an opportunity I would size it straight away and take it as seriously=as possible in order to never fall again in this horrible place where I am=now. I gave you all my reasons and motivations in my previous messages. I&=39;m desperately looking to flourish and as Insaid to become the best vers=on of myself. I would do anything for it. Now it's only up to you to