From: Sent: Monday, November 23, 2015 12:33 PM To: Jeffrey E. Subject: Re: CV Why are you recalling all tho=e things that happened in the past ? Always pulling me down for everything=.. When you told me I needed an education I thought you meant I had to go =o university. Why did you make me study for the Toefl ? Why did you even s=art paying for my school if it was to stop in the middle of the year ? I a=ologized over and over for the things I did. In Paris I was in a bad mood =ecause you were repeatedly telling me "now what are you going to do&q=ot; I didn't expect you wanted to stop with my school and I got into p=nic being totally destabilized. I have feelings as well... I spent most of=C2 my money to come to see you in NY to apologize for my bad mood and ha=e fun and instead of seeing the positive side of it you've seen only n=gatives. I know it wasn't very clever but it was something totally spo=teneous that I did with the heart without thinking of the consequences. Wh=n you told me to get an internship I said ok and sent emails ( Gagosian, C=anel and Dior ). When I toldMil was scared to loose my freedom doesn&ii=9;t mean I wasn't looking for a work. You need to understand that=my fears are human since I've never really worked and don't have a=y knowledge or example around me. I've always tried to escape reality =n some way acting like a spoiled child. My family situation is not ea=y and no one ever cared or gave me any example of work. I told you pe=ple around me were putting me pressure like my mother but doesn't mean=l take their judgment seriously and you perfectly know my mother can&=39;t help me. In fact, I'm writing to you, not her. And if I'm wri=ing to you it's because I think your judgement matters more then anyon= else because you are really important to me and I need =our help because if not I'm lost. Even if I've done many mistakes,=I've always listened to all of your advices. You told me in September =hen you came to Paris t