To: From: Jeffrey Epstein Sent Sat 8/281201011:03:19 AM Life is about doing , not merely - wanting . people are distinguished for their actions , not their thoughts.- personality chemistry love needs to be the motivations behind behavior, actions , actual results. that being said. I recognize you want me to tell you what i am thinking, I wish I could. - when my thinking returns, i will forward it on to you immediately. please read your own email , and help me fmd actions in it.- ( besides , leaving ) I thought I was being very blunt and transparent in how I am communicating with you but I can exaggerate it even more. What I want is, and always has been, simple. I love you and I want a life with you. LOVE being the most important component. I don't want to worry you might leave after the next argument because you haven't made up your mind about me yet. I want a fun, peaceful, happy life. I like the freedom to play and changing the rules to customize the relationship, but I want security to know we can work through any issues, get through the rough times and still know we love each other. want a commitment, I w ant to get married one day. For me it is a no-brainer, I think we were made for each other, just needed to work out the practicalities, figure out how to fit the pieces together and keep adjusting them as we go. We didn't do that. I am realistic and I am fully aware how bold my hopes are and I am disciplined enough not to hang onto a fantasy if I can't make it come true. That's why I gave up and left. My decision was based on your ambivalence and apprehension when it came to our relationship, not on what I wanted. After 7 years you have to know whether you want to share your life with someone and make it work or find someone else. You know you've hurt me, iou did things that drove me crazy and didn't do certain things I wish' you gad, but I see all the positive, I know who you arc, I don't question the fact you arc remarkable and that