To: From: Sent Tue 9/25/2012 2:55:28 PM Subject Re: you may be right. maybe more time is needed , but not for the reasons you suggest. Quite to the contrary, I am not bitter at all, I love you , I am very very peacful but am dismayed by your , the person i loves, inability to accept your role and responsbility in the failures of our relationship. I have said i was sorry, and had hoped to move on, When you are ready but only then , should we meet. happy holiday On Tue, Sep 25, 2012 at 9:41 AM, wrote: Please no more silly questions that you already know the answer. it is a waste of both our time. I love you and you love me what would you like to do? Joshua Fink: Why is it silly to understand the past? josh, you asked me to share your life with you. I excitedly accepted. I shared my highs , my lows, my dreams my body. every single part of my body. you came home from work, telling me you earned millions of dollars. then fought , screamed with me over 5 thousand. you wanted peace and quiet. You demanded I share the peace but withheld the prosperity. you told me often how much i cost you, how expensive i was IT showed little respect to the both of us. but I love you and overlooked it. you asked me to violate a basic conviction of mine and have an abortion. your mother said it would be in your best interest if i did. you now ask why you should be ashamed?. now that it is the high holy days .. its simple you behaved just like the GOYIM you do not respect. - after the holiday , I will be willing to share a meal. no sex. none. I love you, my jewish studies said that at 13 you should become a man. its not too late. :) Joshua Fink: You seem very very angry at me. Almost bitter. And you are altering facts and circumstances in a large way Joshua Fink: I don't understand what my mother has to do with it either.... Joshua Fink: We are not having a rational discussion now. Joshua Fink: and I never made any cash when we were together. Got involved in a