To: From: Sent Subject Jeffrey Epstein Sun 12/12/2010 7:04:42 PM Re: you pontificate from a place that has no basis in experience or education. get over iit. - I told you that you needed to focus your attention on the real, as opposed to a tried and true method designed to fail. took my maidenhood. allows it to sound like a received something„ you spent no time in focusing on anything except your naive provincial ideas. giving away little but always wanting , it fact you took your life and threw most of it away , all the while paying no attention to me trying to stop it On Sun, Dec 12, 2010 at 12:59 PM, wrote: honestly jeffrey my perspective on you and I and what was possible was always different from yours I think. From the chime of your email, I take that you wanted me to develop a career for myself that would lead me to independence. I'd put it that I wanted to develop my self and from that establish a position , do something of value, something that brought value to others. On the contrary, you always told me there was a short cut to success and that I shouldn't ever work for anyone other than you, that it didn't make sense. This was the dominant thesis for the better pan of ten years. And though with initial resistance, a resistance that is once again fundamental , i took on and advocated your template of thought. My perspective came from that of a woman who quite simply was in love with you and saw you as that type of partner, not as a prize in need of buying, something much more real and simple. In my eyes, and the eyes of many others you took my maidenhood and in exchange for that there was some contribution on your part to assist me in cultivating the greater part of my life. A different kind of humaneness is invoked I suppose. I may well be completely wrong with this, but in the spirit of abject honesty, to be quite frank, I don't think your antics serve you and I never wholeheartedly did. It is ironic that you eulogize those