To: From: Sent Wed 9/30/2009 9:48:05 AM Subject Re: ::: e 'my ps em li of want to argue with you.. I don't consider worth talking about. I have no feelings for „ she is liked needed help, thats it no more. no less, . i have a monstrous amount of work in progress. I have asked for your help . . the garage is a pigstye. I am no further ahead with landscape lights, dock, statue base, the house has dog shit and piss,I have cleaned it up myself l , and not challenged you. I went through kitchen and house things without you , in an effort not to embarass you. especaillly in front of others. since before sarah left on her vacation. you wanted authoriity , no food, flowers, facial, helper, / i love you, and want you to be happy. I need help to reduce my workload, I think you should re read your emails to me. I asked you to set aside time to talk , you chose not to, . brice valdson, lynn and jojo, need to brought in to help , maybeMto try out. story to do local things. kichen doors, etc. As I have tried to explain , an agreement has two parties, you have chosen not to fulfill your part, it is your prerogative, besides making soups, which were great , as you followed the recipe, (a discipline that you abhor ) , healthy snacks, low cholesterol, food, house projects , . I made a point not to argue, it has become silly I get angry, and nothing changes, therefore taking getting angry out of the equation seems to make sense, I have asked that you have a budget, it allows you to see what you spend and on what. it is also a reflection of what actually gets done. you have chosen not to do it. no problem.. I love you , so what am i to do? „ I need time to get my life in order , I would have hoped having you here would reduce my load ( not that load ). instead of adding stress and conflicts. On Wed, Sep 30, 2009 at 3:43 AM, otc: Did Mstay in the apartment or at the house after I left ? Do you realize it took years for me to get over the lies you told me reg