Subject: Re structurin To: "Jan D , "John Gunderson" "John Demartini" Jeffre Epstein" <'[email protected]> From: "Francis ar ine- euss Sent: Sunday, July 21, 2013 2:27:29 PM Dear John The reflection, de construction, diagnostics and assessments of my life are in a process of being made...I feel unable to keep up with all the developments and distractions so as to keep up with everything I would like to keep a record of. I would like to be a part of planning the development and reconstruction of my own life and be given freedom of choice. I do not know who can help me with the restructuring process I feel I need to address. I would like to own my story and have it copyrighted. The peripheral relationships I've taken on as a result of my significant responsibility to learn how to take better care of myself have been my challenge on this journey. I am confused about the level of transparency I am supposed to move forward with...the scrutiny I feel under is like a glare of radiation breaking down the essence of my being...the curiosity and speculation feels like an invasion. I am...re addressing my identity, orientation, and the direction I need to take to become independent. I can't be living in blind faith that all my personal issues and private affairs are secured by those who have supported me through challenges because in my experiences over the years the issues keep arising like a debt collection and the resources I have been relying on are wearing thin. Others have been capitalising on my situation and I am trying to gather the facts so as to ascertain my future responsibilities. Can someone please help me with this and please tell me what's going on out there? I feel deals and partnerships are being made based on a part of me...I am trying to own the scattered parts of myself and want to put a system in place that I can validate peoples claims with and either incorporate or discard because of the control conditions I have been expos