From: To: jeffrey epstein [email protected]> Subject: Re: Date: Thu, 08 Mar 2012 19:56:29 +0000 Attachments: home.jpg Inline-Images: Thank you Jeffrey, for making me feel so special. all day long during todays holiday I received nothing warm and was so sad. But the end of it was just lovely. You are positive woodoo )))) Of course I am very frustrated with the school. I understood what were you talking about, yes it gives you diplomas, one of it is even english, but i is just a cover without great knowledge. unfortunately there is no other places which gives you full studies in 2 years (even 3, if I will wait for one more) and will start on March, and will be so cheap. I already told parents and put all my money and forces to make documents and have a ticket. well, I have no other choice, I am sorry about that. Of course I see myself studying a better place, having good teachers and finding new oportunities, but it seems that in some other life, not in this and not with me, unfortunately. But I will not give up. all that shit I faced and facing here (God knows) fractured me, but didnt break and will not. Probably I will be happy in so many other ways, and will be helpful, which is very important mission of my life. I decided to start some modeling, twisting my face of course, but I think I can help myself this way. I am so hollow inside that I even cant wait a moment to see something new. All right, no time to be sad, I am young, I am something like beautiful, I am trying to learn the world in all its sides, and I became quite good in self study of Spanish btw ) and I am sure life is waiting for something to give me. And the boy is a real present for me. He has such a big heart, he is good. It feels like I wanted to be a housewife and have a lot of children with somebody firstly in my life) and he has more western views FORTUNATELY and seems loving me ) the second light spot in my life after you, but also so much far away and not going