From: To: Jeffrey Epstein <[email protected]> Subject: Date: Tue, 05 Jan 2016 10:44:17 +0000 Attachments: IMG 6047.jpg Jeffrey, I was under shock. That moment you told me you would never speak to me again I felt like if I had the whole world falling on me and felt totally abandoned all of a sudden. This horrible feeling was caused because you represent for me a stable rock in my chaotic life. I'm not talking only about the financial part which obviously helped me a lot but more important you turned into a Father, a lover, a mentor, a friend... Everything. I've isolated myself from all the people that surrounded me to follow your directions because spending time with you is what gives me the most happiness. At that moment what else should I have done ? I reacted impulsively because in that instant everything turned black. I know it must be difficult to deal with a 21-year-old's feelings and I understand you can lose your patience. I wish I would have had your wisdom so that I could keep up with you. But I can't. I also thought your promise on the dock was just to shut me up which made me even more sad... and that was even more painful. When I lied to u it was always the consequence of my reckless acts. The reason I lie is when I'm scared to deal with the truth so I make up stories trying to get around your imminent anger or deception. Obviously it never works and gets even worse later--"lies have short legs"--but this doesn't make me a bad person because it's never done in a mean way. Values are extremely important to me and loyalty is the one I would never give up for anything. The fact that I lied doesn't take away my values and the fact that I will always be loyal to you. You told me once you will always be there for me just like I will always be there for you... Yes, always. Also when you will get older I will be there for you and that is a promise that I will keep no matter what happens... because I care. I really do. I know that I've