From: To: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Date: Tue, 02 May 2017 12:27:29 +0000 I've asked everyone I knew. The only real paying job I found is babysitter (which Pm doing), I've got no real qualifications and skills for companies to hire me. The reason I don't speak to my mother is because I defended you. I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 1:39 PM Jeffrey E. leevacation®gmail.com> ha scritto: sorry to hear about grandmother. . all the rest is merely the result of your actions. not taking school seriouslyu when you had the chance. . fighting with your mother. . prioritizeing parties . instead of work and future. breaking every deal you had with me including lying about the school i had paid for . keep asking for work, you will find some. On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 7:29 AM, > wrote: Does wishing me well means not taking any news from me at all ? Here is a little brief of what happened to me in the last month and this period that you've "wished me well" : I saw my grandmother dying in front of me ( one of the most painful things I've ever experienced ), dealing with doctors, funerals, had to move tones of stuff alone from my house without knowing where to go and still now sleeping on a coach without a room on my own ( my mother rented my room for a year in Rome so I don't even have a real home where to go ) Working 12h per day as a babysitter in order to earn some money because it's the only paying job I found without a degree after asking everyone I knew. In addition trying to keep up with the photographer.. I promise I'm trying my best to be strong and stay positive but managing all this alone at 20 years old with no moral support and a broken heart is hard, specially after I've loved you so much with every part of myself and still do now... (I guess this is the reason you've pushed me away). Anyways I don't want to whine but just let you know that even in this hard situation I'm doing the best I can to grow and survive. I love you