From: To: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Date: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 16:43:52 +0000 My dear Jeffrey, I'm not disappointed in general!!! I'm disappointed in Barry!!! I consider it as betrayal, cause he've been telling me that he is my friend.. I'm disappointed in Steve... I disappointed in people!!! But I learn my lesson, I realized that here is no one, absolutely no one I can count on!!! That's it!!! Do I care what Barry thinks? No!!! What the difference does it matter what they think? It's MINE!!! I mean, I make art because I have to. Because I got no choice. It's not about talent. It's about no choice but do it!!! Now, am I any good? Well, I'm 26, so who knows? Who cares? I wanna to give it up? I give it up, I wasn't a real artist to begin with!!! And I won't give up! That's what I'm telling you! I don't have any time frames, it's stupid to think that I'll make it in one year!!! I'm not in a rush - I know what I'm doing and where I'm going!!! I don't have any back up plans.. I'm here and I will be here!!! Because it's MINE!!! Thank you for all you doing for me!!! Thank you for the money you sent me - they help a lot - I paid all my bills, I'll try to pay you back as soon as I can. And of course if you have someone in your mind who can make my way easier - I'll gladly meet that person. If no - it's totally fine - I'll walk my way up alone!!! Sendin love, EFTA00994021