From: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> To: Subject: Re: Date: Sat, 04 Nov 2017 18:14:14 +0000 no sure, but we have to take care to look at where we are, realsiticlally , these schemes to get work, school degrees. . visa issues , take a great deal of your time energy and creativity. but have to date produced little in true substance. TIME FOR A CHANGE , no british citizen has a visa isssue in the states. opt school, worry, about perfecting a project rather than merely folllowing directions. its getting dangerous for me to allow you to continue to delude yourself. sorry On Sat, Nov 4, 2017 at 2:07 PM, > wrote: Like where? Sent from my iPhone On Nov 4, 2017, at 2:00 PM, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: sorry, but i think you should try to move somehwere where the environment is more conducice On Sat, Nov 4, 2017 at 1:59 PM, > wrote: I am doing my best to try grow up as best I know how. The job market is tough and I have to market myself heavily online to come close to standing any chance, and that comes with its own concerns for me. So I am navigating my way around these issues as best and quickly as I can. Brock and I are on good terms and I adore him but he is married for now and living a lifestyle I don't think I could keep up with in a healthy way. I want to have my own job. Yes it is extremely taxing to find but I believe it will do me good. I am working every day at finding ways to navigate it and trying to build connections. My mom booked to come here for thanksgiving a couple months ago (when I had no idea what would be happening with me travel wise) because I thought it would be nice to have company on the holiday. So she is coming on her way to London where she will be spending most of December and Christmas. I love you and thank you for all you do for me. It is a tremendous help to me in this period of trying to start a career which seems way tougher than I could ever have thought. I really really really truly see it