From: To: "jeffrey E." <[email protected]> Subject: Date: Sat, 16 Dec 2017 20:44:09 +0000 I feel I like I just have to get started. I need someone to believe in me enough to give me a chance. I don't know how to try to understand reality without getting involved in it. When I started I couldn't see the end point and I didn't know where I was going. But the ideas came to me as I moved along. I took wrong turns but those enabled me to identify better ones Ultimately I don't want to work in a corporate world, but I do feel it could be a good place for me to learn. To learn structure and routine and deadlines and systems and how projects come together. So as always I am looking for contacts so I have a chance to put myself in front of people as I think I am stronger in person. I have a phone call with me on Monday. on Monday. They emailed me to ask if they could connect with I have spent time trying to think what real results are as opposed to make believe and what reality would be in my situation. On Thu, Dec 14, 2017 at 6:18 PM, wrote: Thank you so much my dear Jeffrey, I want you to be able to have the experience in life of trusting people from the beginning of a relationship to forever. On Wed, Dec 13, 2017 at 10:37 AM, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: m are trusted and i believe in you, your greatbeleif that you haasd to was of your own making, and contrary to all i have taught you. i support your decisions thougjh i totalluy disagree. we had the discussion we regard , i am very respecntful of your views. and need you to be eaceful. hopefully at some point you will stop worrying and start doing. when i told you to deliver before the end of day you refused telling me it wasnt ready, im at a loss getting you to understand reality . tell me how I can help. On Wed, Dec 13, 2017 at 9:57 AM, Sent from my iPhone On Dec 13, 2017, at 8:09 AM, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: > wrote: EFTA00921615