From: Jeffrey Epstein <[email protected]> To:NEM< Subject: Re: You & Bathe Date: Sun, 30 May 2010 15:43:14 +0000 you don't nag balle over and over and over and over.. you don't tell the staff not to play with her, make the staff feel like shit and prefer and even ask them to leave, you don't continue to torture balle. On Sun, May 30, 2010 at 11:11 AM, N E M > wrote: Ball-e has charmed everyone on the ranch. Everyone thinks she likes them, they have all told me separately how they think she prefers them to the others, when she gives them a kiss and I am in the room. It's so funny. I know she will wag her tail when a new visitor comes, sleep with anyone, play with anyone, but when I call her, she will rather do it with me. There is no question how much she loves me and how much she misses me when I leave. She would choose me over anyone else in the world. When she is charming other people and quickly wraps them around her little paw, she might as well wink at me ;-) You used to be like Ball-e. It was almost a show watching you charm another one, knowing it's just like a game and having no doubt you love me desperately ( we even used to secretly hi-five when you did well) I wish I could still feel that way but something changed. Now your 'games' are more secretive, there is no winking, they feel more real and I no longer know you really love me, miss me or would pick me over anyone else. That takes the fun part away. Now watching the routine is just stressful, like when Ball-e runs out alone and I can't see her.. I still love her the same but I am annoyed with her, I yell her name as many times as it takes for her to get back and the whole experience is not pleasant. PS: V is free at 2.30 From: Jeffr E stein < [email protected]> To: Sent Sun, May 30, 2010 8:20:53 AM Subject I am very stressed , but disciplined. These times are the most stressful, therefore I have decided not to make important decisions, until I can breathe , at least a