From: "jeffrey E." <[email protected]> To: Subject: Re: Date: Fri, 09 Mar 2018 13:52:50 +0000 yes, and when you told me he held out money so that you would have to do something to get it each month. I told you i didnt like it but you did what you had to. I would help and the only thing you had to do was NOT LIE , or STEAL. , only two things netierh of which you did. I am waiting to see how you do and what you have learned , I willl tak to you in september k IF YOU CONTINUE to work . I have offered all my advice over the years and you have ignored it. contact me in september and tell me what you have done. and prove it. On Fri, Mar 9, 2018 at 2:45 PM, wrote: I never had a relationship with . He was just helping me to pay m rent. If you want it to put it that way I had more of a relationship with is also not ordinary. which On Fri, 9 Mar 2018 at 13:32, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: that is the prescription for failure. your romantic desire to only do as you enjoy is STUPID childish and will only lead to failure. if you are unwilling to accept life as it is. but want to live in the make beli o e world of what you would like it to be, you will end up again in a bad place. you had a relation with that was not ordinary. i respected that. you then wanted to be a .. all silly ideals. you complain that life is not what you want it to be . you quit work so that you can ask for charity instead of helping yourself. . you want to be in sch000l but to only take classes you like. these charactizcs are those of a 12 year old. you throw tantrums in the street. and now look to drugs to help you focus. you chose a job that pays little because you like it. instead of choosing a job that pays the rent. as a On Fri, Mar 9, 2018 at 2:26 PM, wrote: You are right but for me it's very hard to be persistent in something that I'm not passionate about or I don't love. Maybe I should take Ritalin in order to focus more. I'm trying very hard right no