From: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> To: Subject: Re: Date: Fri, 09 Mar 2018 13:32:42 +0000 that is the prescription for failure. your romantic desire to only do as you enjoy is STUPID childish and will only lead to failure. if you are unwilling to accept life as it is. but want to live in the make believe world of what you would like it to be, you will end up again in a bad place. ou had a relation with that was not ordinary. i respected that. you then wanted to be a a .. all silly ideals. you complain that life is not what you want it to be . you quit work as a . so that you can ask for charity instead of helping yourself. . you want to be in sch000l but to only take classes you like. these charactizcs are those of a 12 year old. you throw tantrums in the street. and now look to drugs to help you focus. you chose a job that pays little because you like it. instead of choosing a job that pays the rent. On Fri, Mar 9, 2018 at 2:26 PM, > wrote: You are right but for me it's very hard to be persistent in something that I'm not passionate about or I don't love. Maybe I should take Ritalin in order to focus more. I'm trying very hard right now... On Wed, 7 Mar 2018 at 00:36, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: but you are asking AGAIN< if you recall i told you october if you behaved , if if if if if if mum!, you never keep your word.!! . and then wonder why I dont feel any need to keep mine. you lie over and over an then expect to receive thigns as if had kept your word. it is crazy, you make agreements , break them and say why dont i get what i m promised. agreements espec eially in your case require you to keep your word when you dont there is no agreement. when you lie there is no loner any agreement. im not asking so much ive heard each time you want something. On Tue, Mar 6, 2018 at 7:20 PM, > wrote: Thank you for another sleepless night. I see you don't give a shit about my feelings. You could have at least replied