From: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> To: Subject: Re: Date: Mon, 06 Jul 2015 11:05:02 +0000 I will help you anyway i can . I want you however to focus on real life On Mon, Jul 6, 2015 at 1:01 PM, > wrote: You are right, happiness doesn't pay rent.. But what should I do?? Quit violin and start studying again in order to get another profession which would probably make it easier (or not in getting job? Or maybe I shouldn't waste my time for studies and just start working in a restaurant like Original Message----- From: jeffrey E. Sent: 6 Jul 2015 10:54:51 GMT To: Subject: Re: being happy , is not importatn when someone has to pay their rent. thats what acoloholcs say, . I cant pay the rent but i feel good. you are now an adult. On Mon, Jul 6, 2015 at 12:52 PM, > wrote: I still have to find the way for that.. it's not easy... I wish I had a profession that makes it much easier to earn money.. unfortunately my profession is not like that unless you are someone like Joshua Bell or Anne- Sophie Mutter....you are right, I have to think about real life and I understand it completely when you say you are concerned about my future.. I can assure you that I can't stop thinking about it as well! I have my head filled with million thoughts and I'm just going crazy!! I can hardly fall asleep at night, trying to come up with an idea of how to be successful in what I'm doing.. but at least I really love what I do and playing music makes me happy.. music is all I have in my life, the only thing I really know doing well is playing violin... I know life won't be easy and it might take quite a while for me to find the way to the success but I cannot give up, I MUST keep on trying hard.. ---Original Message From: jeffrey E. Sent: 6 Jul 2015 10:31:37 GMT To: you have not told me your way to make money. school , carbon fibre.. church performance. . sorry , but this is not real life. how do intend to make money. ??! please note The information cont