From: To: Jeffrey Epstein <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Date: Fri, 12 Feb 2010 20:22:59 +0000 On Feb 12, 2010, at 3:04 PM, Jeffrey Epstein wrote: i don't know. each time you tell me something, you then decide too change it for easy. you are an adult. I told you i could get a job for you in london before xmas. you decided to go home play and then come to florida to play, before i wanted to help , you wanted to buy skis. i have supported your decisions . though they were contrary to what i had told you would be in your best interst. send me a phone nmumber? On Fri, Feb 12, 2010 at 2:48 PM, > wrote: you are right... I've tried to take the easy way because I saw all my friends out of this industry struggling with their jobs, not being happy, not being able to enjoy life, just being stressed of money and work. I didn't want to take that path yet, I felt that I can still enjoy the freedom that I have by doing this job. But I'm not earning so much that I can be happy about it. I always earn the money that I can pay for rent and food,but not more that I can afford to do more, or to buy things I want and I need. Now I want more and need more than before. I'm not a teenager that could live just with fun anymore. For the past days I wasn't able to sleep because all of the crazy thoughts and dreams I had. And I see people around me doing nothing and are so happy about it. Is it that bad to think instead of smile? or smile because u think!? What can I do? I want you to trust me... On Feb 12, 2010, at 1:30 PM, Jeffrey Epstein wrote: , for two years i have been telling you that if you wait too long , things will only get harder.. you tell me my ego wants to go skiing, my ego wants to go hoem for xmas, my ego wants one more job, my ego wants to relax... i need to know you are serious now, in the past you've only done what is easy,,, sorry to be strong , but i want to make sure before i ask friends for favors . On Fri, Feb 12, 2010 at 12:2