From: <M > To: Jeevacation Epstein leevacation®GMAILCOM> Subject: Re: Date: Wed, 05 May 2010 00:10:06 +0000 Yes, so have I. I am glad this has come to the fore, it has been a point of contention in me for years and it needs to be finally resolved so we can move past it without misunderstandings. this isn't about me expecting you to pay for me forever, i am not lazy. it is simply that i equate the time and energy and intention of us, and i take a look around me and note what i see. i am aware of my shortcomings and the places i screwed up, my goodness i am, and no matter how it looks, i take responsibility for those. there was always something in you with me Jeffrey that was running away. from the beginning your life wasn't set up for me to be a real player in it. and I stand firm against the accusation that i couldn't have been that for you, i think you and i could have built an extrodinary life together. alas life has scurried forward, and here we are, i engage with you, without expectation, working with you on the island helps make sense of a huge part of my past, and my hope is that if we can get through this journey fine and well and without complication we can be lasting and meaningful friends. On May 4, 2010, at 6:45 PM, Jeffrey Epstein wrote: I thought long and hard about our conversation this morning.. I do not want to have a repeat of our past misunderstandings. mistress , girlfriend„ either title. unlike 99% of men I know after our relationship broke, due in large part to your outragious behavior. you continued to receieve generousity from me. most men in similar circumstances never would have given you a dime. not a dime.. you failed repeatedly to live up to our agreements , continued on a path of your own making, violated almost every rule we ever agreed, and then look back , without accepting repsonsibility for your actions. and think , buy I got shortchanged. You cannot continue to beleive that no matter what you do, no matter h