From To: "Jeffrey Epstein" Subject: answers Date: Sat, 28 Aug 2010 05:22:22 +0000 I thought I was being very blunt and transparent in how I am communicating with you but I can exaggerate it even more. What I want is, and always has been, simple. I love you and I want a life with you. LOVE being the most important component. I don't want to worry you might leave after the next argument because you haven't made up your mind about me yet. I want a fun, peaceful, happy life. I like the freedom to play and changing the rules to customize the relationship, but I want security to know we can work through any issues, get through the rough times and still know we love each other. I want a commitment, I want to get married one day. For me it is a no-brainer, I think we were made for each other, just needed to work out the practicalities, figure out how to fit the pieces together and keep adjusting them as we go. We didn't do that. I am realistic and I am fully aware how bold my hopes are and I am disciplined enough not to hang onto a fantasy if I can't make it come true. That's why I gave up and left. My decision was based on your ambivalence and apprehension when it came to our relationship, not on what I wanted. After 7 years you have to know whether you want to share your life with someone and make it work or find someone else. You know you've hurt me, you did things that drove me crazy and didn't do certain things I wish you did, but I see all the positive, I know who you are, I don't question the fact you are remarkable and that translates into my feelings for you. I didn't want you to be with me if you know it's wrong, if you think there is someone better for you, if you want to keep looking, you are not sure, you keep your guard up... I don't know how to say this to make it sound any more sincere...If doing the things you mention, errands, cooking, working on projects are more important factors in choosing your life partner than personality, charac