When asked how felt about the situation as a whole, she responded that it has affected her life greatly. had a false sense of love at the time. felt that they (JEFFREY EPSTEIN and GHISLAINE MAXWELL) seemed to be the only people who cared about her. EPSTEIN and MAXWELL seemed to be one. In her early 20's, affected her. family since she felt she did not have realized how the abuse had personal and professional relationships were affected and her anxiety and depression has come in waves. ex-boyfriend ) told her that he was happy to help because "it messed up our relationship for seven years". has been affected in a multitude of ways including having trust issues, opening up, love and values in relationships. EPSTEIN and MAXWELL joked about mother not being smart and how her mother did not care about her and was not a good mother. believed them; EPSTEIN and MAXWELL showed her how life worked. EPSTEIN thought was grateful for how he helped her in life. stated, "When you get beaten into submission, sometimes you just start to believe that is how life is." saw everyone else around EPSTEIN and MAXWELL doing the same thing. felt that she held a sexual value to them, but she also felt that EPSTEIN and MAXWELL liked and cared about her. Both EPSTEIN and MAXWELL would make her feel that she had EFTA00153703